and rudeness.: When the time is right...

Welcome
to my blog.

I am a girl named Ryan.

Yes, a girl. Always been one... Will ALWAYS be one. I am also a daughter, sister, wife, mother and graphic designer. I blog here to share the stories of how I can some how manage to be all of those titles & SOMEHOW stay sane. If thats what you call it.

If you need me for anything or have a question about something... please email me at ryanikon@gmailDOTcom.

and about rudeness.

and rudeness
of the week.

fastlane rudeness.

You know when your schedule is so busy you dont even have time to stop and think? And you cant even remember what day it is? But all you know is you have to be somewhere NOW and you have to go to the store NOW and you have to drop off something NOW and you have to GO NOW AND DO NOW AND BE NOW! And OMG! I am in the fastlane, been stuck here for 3 days and I dont think I'm getting out for a couple more days.

and rudeness.

and old rudeness.

and find rudeness.

When the time is right...

The other day I posted this dramatic, frantic, scared ranting of a girl who was losing control of herself... and while I wont apologize for my true feelings... I DO apologize for leaving no explanation.

I dont believe that I or my family are in any immediate danger and I truly hope I am just being overprotective, scared and paranoid for nothing. Well, almost nothing.

To tell you the truth will take forever. It will come in many parts. But I think that it is time for me to get out some many things that I have suppressed for way too long. It is damn near therapeutic just to say that.

Bear with me... in my time... I will open up... and the greatest thing is... I know you will listen and care.

Thank you.

Posted by and rudeness on Monday, January 08, 2007 at 10:31 PM
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((Hugs)) Take your time. It's not easy. I'm here for you if/when you want to talk.
Posted by Brenda	\|	January 09, 2007 8:14 AM


Hope you are doing okay...
Posted by Heidi	\|	January 09, 2007 12:58 PM