to my blog.
I am a girl named Ryan.
Yes, a girl. Always been one... Will ALWAYS be one. I am also a daughter, sister, wife, mother and graphic designer. I blog here to share the stories of how I can some how manage to be all of those titles & SOMEHOW stay sane. If thats what you call it.
If you need me for anything or have a question about something... please email me at ryanikon@gmailDOTcom.
and about rudeness.
and rudeness
of the week.
fastlane rudeness.
You know when your schedule is so busy you dont even have time to stop and think? And you cant even remember what day it is? But all you know is you have to be somewhere NOW and you have to go to the store NOW and you have to drop off something NOW and you have to GO NOW AND DO NOW AND BE NOW! And OMG! I am in the fastlane, been stuck here for 3 days and I dont think I'm getting out for a couple more days.
and rudeness.
and old rudeness.
and find rudeness.

In rememberance...
I am taking some lines from another posts I did last year because I feel that I cant put some the these words any better than I did then.

Not a day goes by that I actually even start to believe for a split second that time heals a broken heart. Not one bit.

On July 27, 2005 my grandmother without any warning passed away, on her way out the door to a doctors appointment. Just 4 days after seeing Bubba walk for the first time.

When I see monarch butterfly I always think of my grandma. There was no tie to her and this butterfly in the real world, the day of her funeral one followed me around. In moments when I find it unbearable to think of her without breaking into tears, I see one. And I think of her. And it comforts me.

At my darkest times. I see one.

At my happiest times. I see one.

There always seems to be one flying around... right when I need it. And I know beyond a shadow of a doubt, it is her... making sure that I am okay.

I love you grandma. Always and forever. Until the end of time. Until I can join you again and we can laugh over coffee and catch up on all the soaps... oh, and bake some cookies!
Posted by and rudeness on Friday, July 27, 2007 at 7:52 AM
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i love you, ryan.
Posted by Blogger Lisa Christine | July 29, 2007 10:01 PM  
That is so sweet. I'm so sorry for her passing. (((hugs))) It's amazing how God works....the nature of beauty.
Posted by Blogger Brenda | July 31, 2007 12:12 PM  
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and Flickr.
and daily rudeness.
and cool rudeness.
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